Arbit Feelings

I wasn't feeling right,
thought today i must write.
just to throw some light,
on the future which doesn't seems bright.

Without any aim,
not taking much pain.
nothing will i gain
will end in bane.

success felt good,
where i stood.
but had nothing to achieve,
which is hard to believe.

It was so much fun,
with no work done.
To finish we had to run,
before the last bell rung.

The scoldings i got,
i cherish them a lot.
As i was bold,
it doesn't matter how much you scold.

I miss the school,people trying to be cool;
who usually got cold,with all respect sold.
now people think they are cool,rest all are fool.
Oh! god i have to pray,to give them some matter specially grey.

I miss my friends,
the invented laughing trends.
everything ended with a 'lol',
just had to call.

everywhere there is abdominal lull,
with all peace in my skull.
I wish i get a new aim in my head,
or i'll continue to write ahead.